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RULES

I have not

showered 

in a couple of days,

I don’t know how many days. 

The girl at work, 

the one who calls me “hubby”

isn’t talking to me. 

She never really does,

she will say hi once in

a while, and then

ignore me for days. 

My car is making weird sounds,

it’s yellow, people call it “the bee”.

Woke up at 12 yesterday,

applied at a couple places for morning jobs,

came home, 

showered, at, went to work.

Out of work at 12, on the computer until 3.

Woke up at 11, ate, videos till 3.30.

Got ready for work. 

Got home at 12, movie until 3.

Woke up at 11, ate, videos and naps till 3.

Went to work, got home at 11. 

I’m tired of this routine, I’m slowly dying. 

All these stories will go undread, untouched.

My life will waste away and the thousands of words

I’vewritten down for you are just a waste of space

on my desk. You do not care, she does not care,

no one cares. And as much as you say you do,

we both know you don’t, and you have no reason

to care.

By the way.

Padophila is a Demigod that controls my love life and artistic ventures, some of my imagination and most of my motivation. She’s a bitch, and she hates me, and I’ve 
never seen her, but she’s there.  

  • Me: Why do you do this to me?
  • Padophila: What else could you expect from me?
  • Me: I'd at least expect you to want me with you.
  • Padophila: I do.
  • Me: But you don't need me as much as I need you.
  • Padophila: And that is why you are mine, and why you will never be able to be without me. I would live happily with or without you, but being with you is a bit easier because I get someone familiar.
  • Me: Is that supposed to make me feel better?
  • Padophila: No, it's just the truth.

Worthless

I’m a disgustin fuck,

and when 

she 

doesn’t want to touch me,

I feel like I’m

the most

disgusting person.

I’m worthless,

pointless,

dramatic and needy.

Forgive me for being a prick.